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I am busted. (As in "flat in Baton Rouge"!) The past three days have not been characterized by "doing good". And I can tell. I have felt like (staying away from venacular) do-do. You know, I'm really beginning to think that this "doing good" is also about "feeling good". In the whole three days I can count only one good thing. I went to hear my nephew, who is about to head off to college, sing at open mike at a local coffee house. I don't have that much contact with him - he's sort of estranged from the rest of the family (long story) and I thought I'd show him some support. In freezing weather. Late week night. Get the picture.
But I remember being 19 (really, I do) and having a grown-up provide some unconditional, love would have been great. So, there it is. One good thing over three days. I have to re-focus. I have lost my conscious effort. I will, I will, I will do better!