Pushing through to the other side

I have found myself in a relationship that some looking from the outside would envy. The beauty of the land, nice house, and what people think is a nice couple and a mother-in-law. All living together, helping each other, loving each other. For the most part that is true, BUT, there is too much tension between mother and son. Two largee rocks banging together. Unfortunately I seem to be in the middle of these two boulders on too many occasions.
I now realize that in order for me to have a peaceful life, a joyful life, to allow my spirit to be at ease, this is no longer the place for me.
I have much to consider, much to ponder, but the light has been switched on and I can no longer hide in the dark and move blindly from one day to the next. Isn't life precious? Shouldn't it be an adventure? I should definately be doing more laughing.
Today I take the first step out of the darkness.
peace~love~laughing....keep it flowing...