some days, it's not so easy, not easy at all
some days, i just want to lay down, stay down when i fall
some days, like a baby, i just curl up in a ball
some days, i ignore the world like i'm behind a wall

most days, i'm strong, and i get back on my feet
most days, i don't know the meaning of defeat
most days, i know that cycle can't repeat
most days, are good days - althought always just a bit "off"...

so, i thought i would start this one with a little rhyme...lol. i feel poetic from time to time and get a kick out of myself and my own little twisted sense of humor even if nobody else does.

so, anyway, i'm working with a life coach, which is different than a therapist (although i have worked with my share of those as well). many days, however, i find myself in the position of a life coach. poor people. i always kinda grin and chuckle to myself and think...'boy oh boy, they must be in some sad sorry shape if they are looking for guidance from me'...lol. that's when i remember what a strong smart beautiful amazing person i am and all of the challenges i have had to face in my life. i am definitely not the most under privileged being in the universe by far...but i am definitely not the most over privileged either. just somewhere in the middle with more than my share of blessings trying my best to do what is right and survive in this world.

one in three women are a victim of domestic violence. one in three. i feel sad about that. i am glad i am a survivor and no longer a victim. i will change my thoughts so that i can change my world.